Thinking.

So, I'm sitting here right, at my sister's house. Jus' thinking. Mind wondering on many aspects of my life. Not even trying to be prolific and shit. Just thinking. Looking at the fish tank, watching them swim in the aquarium, enclosed. I feel enclosed to. My tank bigger then theirs, yet not a tank, a bio dome. I think again, maybe I am free, who knows today in the world. Females, what can I say about them, they catch my eye as stunning; some more than others, lol. They keep me on my toes, keep me striving for perfection within myself. Yet, being within close proximity of one I feel attracted to, whether it be mentally, psychically or both, I freeze. I choke, I get almost blinded by what I like about her what draws me to her like an insect to light. I can't pull away, then the inevitable happens, and I walk away head hung down. Shit, I'm shy, need I say more. I don't know.

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Queersexual signing out.