Eighteen years later. Part I

Damn, can you believe it? That was me eighteen years ago. Shit, hasn't changed much, except you will never catch me in a dress smiling. Yet, I do remember the first time I took notice of that picture, I was five years old. So there I was, five and seen this picture of me, bald. First thought was that I was a boy when I was born and now I am a girl. Simple thoughts of a child, I was ecstatic though. I had not had the theory that I was a male at one point in my life and now that I knew I would be able to revert back to one. Let's jump a hour later with me running to my mother. "Mommy, Mommy! Remember when I was a boy?!" "[birthname], you were never a boy." "Yes, I was mommy look" I said pointing to the picture. "You were just bald, you were never a boy and won't be one" There you go, my dreams were crushed. I thought I would one day grow up to be a man and mother told me otherwise.